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Bed Time Story
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004 @ 3:26 PM sobBy!! :'( 12 OCt 04 ellOw!! Todae, aT niTE i ChattIn WIth Moi SeC Fren ChERyL!! We UsE to teLL Each OthER Abt Our PerSOnAL tHinGS!! WE HAD A NicE chAt Wor!! AftER ChaTtin, i n "hiM" ChaT On e FOne!! SuDDenLY he Sms Mi SAe AloT oF hURtin WorDS!! noT REaLLi HurTin Words LA, Is Jus tat i Not MEanIn tat n Not FeEL tat Way BuT he Keep SayIn It Lo!! so WE At NitE HAD a baD QuARRel!! QuaRReL Till i SOBBIn!! :'( i TolD moiSelf taT iF Can, Can I HaVe both Of eM?? A > is moi BOiFren but B > is lIke QuiTe COnCErnIn Abt mi LO!! I ReaLLi Dunnoe !! i Tot Of TODAe dun Wanan TOk With "him" but I thiNk n THink, I SAe, He TrEat mi SO Gd i CAnot LikE taT tReAT hiM dE!! But thiS moRN WheN i reaCh Sch, "hE" loOk So sAd SAd De WOr.. i Ask "Him" y he LOokS liKE TAt, he SAe lasT niTE dIn Slp!! Oh.. IssIT Moi FAuLT?? i Think ITs Moi Fault WOr.. coS i sms "Him" A WhilE den SudDenly Fall Aslp le Wor!! Mayb LeT him Wait For Moi REply!! XXX i'M Sorry!! After Sch, JO SuDDenLY ASk mi A QueS ReLaTed To WAt I ASk hiM De... But jo SAe Y i Dun WannA TrEasurE "hiM" WOr.. I sAE i HaF!! I TOld Jo Tat i nOe i hurT "him" aloT!! Jo Told Mi Tat, i NoE how "HE" treaT "his" SteAD DE!! ItS V haRd fOR mi to ChoSE COs by now I Got A STead!! ITs V HArD to Make DEciSIon WOR!! If i nO StEAD i WiLL cHoOse XXX ... but Now Its haRd FOr mi TO maKE DEciSIon cos BOth paRtieS is GooD to MI!! n I'm a Soft HeaRted Ger wor!! i oso WiSh TAt i Got a BF Like XXX!! but Den I noW got StEAD!! :( i Oso Dun Wanna LosE BOth Of ThEM!! How wor!! haiz~! its A Bad DAe for MI!!! |
