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Bed Time Story
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005 @ 5:16 PM 16/10 toDAe AfteR woRK, We weNt To HoS n C ah Gong,,, He looKs beTTa wor... he no Nid to WEAR The oXygeN MasKS LE!! so happY.. thinK within this Few DaEs he Can diSChargE le!! sOoo HAppY!!! he HE!! at nitE wHEN I rEAch homE, AfTer BaTh, i was chaTTin wif boi In Msn,,, DEn I ChaNGe MOi NiCK TO " Dun JuDge A BooK by ITS CovER!! i May LooKs BaD ger to U!! but I Can TeL u Tat I'm NOT!! " thiS SentEncE onLi make TiLL i N Boi QuARREL.. he ASk Mi tat Y I puT this Nick.. isSit i Still Think Abt Ytd Thing!! i TolD him no LO!! dEN I DUnno Y i KeEP ThRoWin ATti TO him.. end Up botH of us QuArREL!! haiz.. he Told Mi tat he V huRT.. n how Cum I SAe till Like TAT!! hai,,, WhEN dId i?? haiz.. i oso duNo y i EkEEp throWin ATti!! hiaZ~~ sumTImES i ReAli haTe MOisELf ... haTE Tat y i TreaT Mi bf tiLL sO BaDLY.. y i keEP ThroWin ATTi To HIM!!! haIZ.. BOie... i noE taT i V baD.. KeEP ThroWin ATti To U!! I Noe TaT U Canot Ta HAn Moi ATti!! but I Oso duNo y i CAnot COntRol It Wor!! i OSO dun WAn To b Like Tat DE!! i REali LoVE u LOTS!!! but i .. i Oso duNNo how To TELl U!! i m REALi SOrry WOR!! soRRY! SorRY FOr thROwIn ATTi To U!! i noe Tat i owAys SaE sORry n DIn Change at ALL!! but i Dunno Y itS So hARD for Mi TO ChaNGE!! maYb this is Moi chahRACTer !!! Haiz... i Dun WiSH Tat cos Of moi ATTi N U LeaVe mI!!! if Canot REn, MusT TrY ur besT to REn CAN?? soRRY!! haiz.. HAtE MoisELf!!! SOb!!! SoB!! SOb!!! bUt DEar.. i WAnna TELl u one Thing is Tat, duN KeEP ASKin Mi THis N Tat,, ask oncE nV.. but if i Tell u nTh DE, tats MEan ReALi Nth. Dun kEEp ASkin mi Y Dun WaNna Tell u!! Sum TimeS not I DUn WAn To TEll u.. is reALi nth Or sum timeS is canot TELL how M i Goin TO TELL ritE? i noE tAT u ConCERn Abt mi CaRE Abt Mi!! but I Will v eaSily Get FAn AbT kEEp ASkin Mi This n TAT!! this iS moi BAd PoINTSS!!! SoRRY!! I Now TELL u before Hand cos i DUn WAn Wait NiX Time Throw ATTi TO u AgaIn OR wAIt Till We R LOngER Den Tell u liKE tat wiLl b Too LAte.. Now thiS FEw monTHS maYb haRd for U n Mayb 4 mi Cos withIn THis Few monTHs Is for us To geT to noe eaCH other WEll.. WE SloWLy build up this ReLaTIOnshiP wOr.. DuN LET iT FALL!! oncE itS faLL, It will b haRD To BuIld up AGAIN!!! So We mUST haNd in HaND to BuilD It up TogETher OH!! BOiEE.. thksX For unDerSTAndIn Mi n ren MOi TEmper!! Thks wor.. i RELAi LovE u Lots.. in MOi heART onLi Haf U!! |
