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Bed Time Story
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006 @ 12:23 AM I haD FOrgoTTen WhiCh nite, I Tat niTE COuLDnt SLp!! FuLl of His IMaGE APpeAR in Moi heAD!! i suddEnly TooK Out Moi Hp n Sms him SAe Tat : " r u REaLi giVin mi UP "?? MOi Mind WAs hoPe U wont giF Mi A Neg AnS!! When he replY, I Took A DeEP BreATH To LooK at It.. he ToLD mI tat he din GIVE up oN ANyoNE, JuS Wanan b SinGLe A While OnLI!! wHen I reaD it, Moi TeARs burST out.. ThE NiX morn, Moi Eye Was SwOLlen LikE heLL!!! AStro N MOi WorK PlaCe PPL ASk wAT hAppEN tuH Moi EYe? i daRE noT Tel em WAt ACTUaLly HAppEN!! jus TOld Em Tat not ENuFF SLp!!! i reALi At A LOsT!! HIs FrenSTer Pic, He LooKs Soooo HaPpy!! hAPpIeR DAn LasT TimE!! HAIz!!! I Nv noE taT he reALi REply mi This Thing!! rEALi REaLi huRTs mi LOtS!! toDAE i at WORk, i reALi MIsS hiM LOts!! but!!!! haiz... ALl is oVer... HAiz.. GOt To FORgET Him Like How I Get TO Forget XiANG!! haiz... juS Noe Tat He HaS ChaNge A LOT!!! Lots LotS!!! pek, I tiLl now Din AcCEPt ur LovE bCos i STill cant forGet hiM!! e Love for hiM stIll InSidE MOi HeART! I rEM u Told mi TAT Y he n xianG TReat mI SOo baD yet i lOve Em So dEEp! n U treat MI SOo Gud yeT I TreAT u Like Shit!! u Canot Like TAt COmPARE... mayb the Way THey LovE mi n TReaT mi Is DifF FROm U!! LOVE is bLIND!! haiz.. i ALsO DuNno!!! v cONfUSE NOW!! HaIZ... TEllIn MoisElf MUST FOrGet hiM!! but Its sOo haRD! i OSO Duno Y!! HAIz,,,, I DUno WAt To SAe LE!! jus waNan Tell u Tat i'm SoRY!! |
