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Monday, January 29, 2007 @ 10:17 PM I DuNo WhY This THIng WILL HappEN To Us... CAnT beLieVe TAt..... WEll... SaT HAd A QUaRReL WiTH BOie OveR XxXX... aT FiRSt Dun WANna go Out De... But DEN, I ALreAdey PROmisE mAndA tat GO sHOpPIn WIth Her ... So Bo BiAN... Boie N Mi MeET EM At far east at 4pm... WE GOin Out Din TALk MucH.... WELl... At OutSiDE i KeEP TELin moisELf, Now At OutSidE, dUn Think Of Tat FIrSt.. Go HoMe DeN SetTLe... So... Got To AcT haPPY.... But.... MOi HeARt Was SOoO SOur + HUrts.... SHOppin ... ShoppIn.... moi HeaRt WasNt In ShoPPIn MOod... EveRY Min, EveRY Sec, eveRY HOur, MOi HeaRT WAs CRYing... CRYIng BaDLy.. V BAdLy... IMAGing, U In a SAD MOoD but GOt TO B HaPPY WhilE SHOPPin... n WHile WalkiN, u GOt To Hold baCK The teaRs... DO U Noe How MisERAble m i??? AmAnda n HER bf KeEp TRYinG CLotHEs But For Us, BOie STANdIn outSIDE ALone And me, StaNd A PARt fRom him N Moi miNd Was ThinkIN OF ThAT IncidENt... V V SAd... THe hearT Like got a SCraTCh MArK On It... whEN Can it b heAL?? i Was V ConFUSE... v ConFUse.. DunNO WaD sHLd I DO...!! afteR EATIng DiNNEr At THe PEPER LuNCH stoRE, MANda aSkIn We aLL WanNA go WheA?? I saE ANYTHIng LoRH... ANYwheA WiLL do.. DEn ThEY Sae Goin TO PuB.. Her Bf's FREn PuB. Den aFteR Eating We WEnt There... i TOld MoiSELf, canot DrUnk.... No PoInT MAKin MOiSELf nuMb jus by DRinkIN.. SO at there, I got TO beHave Like NTh Happen... we ORdER a boTTLe Of CHIVAS... sEEms SMALl.. LOls.. but V EX SiA.... Haiz... Den We PLaYin GAme, DRink, SMokE.... i Mean BOie SMoke nT MueE... *QUIT* meANS *Quit*.... WE were TherE at 9 buT we FINiSH ThE DRink by 11.30pm... AcTuALlTY Wanna dRInk ALOt.. but MOi MEI STOP MUee... STUPId.. NiX tiMe Dun brING her ALong... LOls.. We got Drink CHIVAS NIC... So SHIOk MAn.... BLACk LABEL beTta.. Nix Time We SHALl Go DRink BlaCK laBEL OH~!!! WHen WE about TO Go OFF, i ASk MAnDa how MucH is the CHIVas? She saE No Nid... He bf TrIT.. CAnot SIA... Soo Ex aND Some More alreaDY SAe SHARE~!!! How CAn ur BF PAy ONLi??? THEY KeEP insIST dun LET Mi PAy sIA... NiX Time i TrIT OH~!!! CANot sae Dun wAn OH~!! WELl... wE took CAB BaCK... inisDE cab, he SiT beSidE MiEe... DUno Y SuDDEnly CAnot hold Moi Tears ANymore... keEp CRYing... So SHy~!!! BOieE keep hug Mi TITe..... The More he hUG Mi, the More MOi Tears kEEP DropPIn... Like FOUntAIn SIa.... We Sent lAY YIng ( MEi Fren ) home dEN WE WaLk BACK.. Its AlrEADy So LAte Le..... BOieE WEnt Home LE... I TolD KoR Tat I Was So Sad~!!! hE CALl Mi N ConSolE Mi WOR.... LUCKilY GOt him... If not I Duno WAt TO DO... We chaT TiLl 4AM... den After tat we OOR ooR LE.. NIX DaE::: EaRLy In THe MorNin, Wake up at 10 SomEThing... HaD brEAkfst WiTH MOi PARenTs... We Went to YiShuN TherE Eat... i WAs Drivin WOr... but in This MOoD DriVIn ReALi Din COncENtraTE AT ALL... EYe is FOrcuSin THe RoAD but MOi Mind Is THinkIn A LOt Of Thing.... NEARLy kanna *xXxx* SIa.. i dIn Sms BOiee.. Cos I Duno WaT To sae.. I WAs waItIng for his MSG From i WAke up TILL i reaCh Home at 2pm... i was So sad... ALreADy 2pm He Din Msg Mi.... I WAs LYIn On Moi Bed... tearS DROPin AgAIn.. ='( at 3.28pm, He finaLLy MSg mi " Dear u WAKe up LE Ma?? " I Duno WAt to REPLY.. So Din REPLy... i TOt he WiL Cum MOi hsE Find Mi... WAiTIng and WaitIng.... 1 hrs............ 2hr................... 2hr15 mins..................................... ...................................................... WHile CRYing, i FaLl SLp~!! sLP for 30 mins Den WAkE Up.... i LOk At Moi hp MSg... he msG Mi AGain... ASkin Mi Y Din REPlY him. and his MOm ASk Mi GO his Hse Eat DInner.. i told Him TAt i Dun FeEL like EATing. ASkin WHea is He.. but He Told Mi he At HOme.. i Told MoisELf Tat if he din cum MOi HsE Find Mi by 5pm, I WILL go hiS Hse takE baCK Moi Ez lInK CarD and go BACK HOMe.. ALreADy 5.10pm... he din cum... i MsG him tat i go baTH now n Will Go his hsE take baCK Moi ezLink...... i NOt eATing... he Sent baCK Some AnGry Msg... but i DIn Care~!! I TOoK moi BaTh N get ReADY GOin To TAke CAb.. i WAs SooO AngRy~!!! i MsG him Tat in 20 mins time i WIll ReaCH His hse... whEN goin Out, i SAW him WALkin ToWarDs MOi hse.. i WAS Shock.. i ASk him gif Mi baCK MOi CARd... We WEre StaNdin outside moi NEiGHBOur hse and he Wanna TALK TO Mi Sia.. i Told him i Dun fEel Like Talkin AnD talkin AT THerE Not v Gud.. So we went baCK Home... At livIng room............................... he explAIn LA, tALK to Mi La, eveRYthing LA.. DUno how to saE~!! LOls... in moi Mind, I ReALi Duno Wat TO Do.. REALi.... but in THe end, giF in To HIM~!!!! AfTEr evERytHIng SeTtle, WEnt To His Hse Having Dinner... At nite at 9pm, He laST Min SAe he haVe to Cut his hair... Den i AcCC him TO CSQ THe "QB HOUSE" cut.. SuCKX sia... The auntiE v cute.. ASk whaT hair Style he Wanna cut.. i TolD thE aunTIe the stYLE... end Up......................... gone.... she jus ANyhow Cut... Oh My.... hiaz... His Hair LOKs v UgLY sia.. oh My GOD... LOls... nv ever go TherE Again~!!! Lols.... AfETer CUtTIng, he Sent Mi BacK.... wELL.... i OsO Duno~!! ALhtough eveRYthing SeTTle but in Moi hEArT StiLL ............ haiz.. DUno hw To sae.. not I Dun beLieVE U... like......... Got a MArk there... Mayb Nid time To CLeaR OfF the MARK ba.... Some More TRuST.................... I beLiEve him.. but the TruSt Like ...................... Duno How To sae La... Haiz... if somEthing Happen, he Or She will ChaNGe De.. Jus Like him.. haiz.. mayb u Can Sae i TOo SensitIVe or WAt... But..... U Weere Not Mi u WOnt noe the FeELing dE~!! i DUno WAt to Sae Le... CONfuse... Dots... |
Eileen❤