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Bed Time Story
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008 @ 12:30 AM tis Few daes i duno y so many tings happen.. Last sat, Boiee was MIA.. can u belief tat. we din quarrel but he jus MIA. Let mi tel u the story.. It begins like tat, sat morn when i woke up, normally he wil gif mi morning msg. i woke up at 7am. but din receive any msg from him. so nvm. i gave him morning msg. i went to work till 1pm.. he still din msg mi. i sms him again.. it conti ... i was so worried and duno wat happen to him. no msg no called. im so scare he got accident. at 6pm, i sms stephanie ( his sis ) askin whether he got bring hp with him? she sae should be. she ask mi y? i told her tat he whole dae din msg mi! call his hp but his hp din on. she call him n check.. but still e same. canot get thru. i kep sms him still no reply. i din slp the whole dae jus to wait for his sms. the nix dae morning, his mom call mi. askin mi tat i found him? i sae no!!! we find him find till like gone mad.. reali... we try a lot of ways finding him but still cant find.. boiee on mon told mi tat he sat on duty and sun working. but stephanie last nite call to guard room n check but they sae he din do duty.. his mom call his work place find him, but the person sae he wasnt put on schedule. when they told mi tis i was like, feel like bursting out my tears. i keep tinkin whether i did smth wrong?? i sms his camp mate but they sae din saw him... i was like..... haiz.. but suddenly comes to my mind is to ask his mom he got took away his passport? his mom sae she din keep his passport at all. like tat the higher chances is he gone overseas. but whea he go? he go with hu? y din tell mi?. his mom told mi tat fri since after he send mi home, he went back home and get changed. his sis still ask him y change clothes? he sae wear nice lorh. omg. my mind started any how tink. at 4 smth, his campmate reply mi sae tat he found him. he sae tat boie sae when he go home den he explained to mi. i was so angry i ask him to call mi now!! he did call. he sae he went to indonesia on sat with his fren cos his fren's fren bdae. Kaoz.. REali REali damn angry. i ask him nt to call mi anymore. we have a short chat before hanging up!! he sms mi explain everyting to mi! but ... haiz... den at nite he came my hse. we had chatted in my room.. i duno wat to do. he wont noe how i feel.. A sorry canot forgive and forget a ting. wat is done is done, canot b undone!! till now my heart still feel so hurtS~!! its so pain !!! jus like there's a scar on my hearT!! reali!! reali damn hurts... till now, i still tinkin of tat incident. whenever i tink of tat i will cry. mayb i love him a lot. he reali means a lot to mi. but since tis incident happen, the TRUST and LOVE are no longer as much as last time!! its hurts mi lots lots!! reali feel so painful. Y he wanna b like EM??? hurt mi so deep!! Y??? Y??? i tot he wont b like em.. i tot he is diff from em.. but im wrong. ALL GUYS ARE THE SAME!! im so confused.. my head gonna burst !! im so stress!!! i havin exam now and yet tis ting happen.. i reali duno wat to do!! |
