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Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 10:58 PM 8 more days to my 1st paper.. STress. Duno y no mood to study` WTH man.. Today after work, str8 away cum back home slp. so tiring. >.< Finally i have receive my bursary letter. (my 1st gud news) 24 of Aug nid to go CC there take $$$$$!! (2nd gud news) I saw 1 letter from my uncle. He currently in Jail rite now. He sent wrote a letter for my mom n dad. i n mei cant wait to read it, so we open it first. =p Thk god tat he willing to change. His thinkin wasnt like last time. Can c that he reali wan to be a GUD MAN! He told my mom n dad that, now he even takin a course for 18 months. i forget wat is that course for. but its gud not bad thing. rEali thk god. PRay hard that this time, he reali change it and b a gud CHRISTIANITY! =) As for his changes, hope tat can moved all my aunties, uncles and cousin.. Reali wish tat they will accept Jesus Christ!! =) JIa You uncle.. We will support u.. Lord willing to help u no matter wat. but the main impt thing is u urself willing to change it. =) Our church are waiting for YOU!! =) BTW uncle, Your chinese hand-writing please write nicely. TOo MEssy n its hard to REad sia. Mi n mei try to figure out ur words nid quite a long time. lol. The Most saddness things in my life. Perhaps not reali for mi, but for my MOM!! =( We saw e other letter oso for my mom. my mei open it, den saw the paper is from HG SEC SCH (those chinese compo paper). My heart was poppin v fast. i knew smth not rite. we start reading it. While reading the letters, both i n mei's tears bursting out. couldn't belief my aunt will write till so hurting word to my mom. B4 we convert to christian, This aunt and my mom v close. no matter they go whea, they will keep contact to each other. no matter wat, she will cal my mom n chat. we accepted jesus christ, she totally din talk to my mom nor us when she go whea oso din ask my mom to go along too. when ever there's gathering, her faces looks black. In the letter, she reali reali reali wrote somthin which reali hurts my mom's heart. i reali couldnt belief it. reali sad.. HAving diff religion reali that impt? it doesnt mean tat we are diff ppl! My mom oso born in same MOTHER as u. Y cos of a religion and make things so BIG? I reali couldnt belief watever she wrote. totally different from her. LORD!! PLs help us. we are at a lost. When we having BIG DAY for tml, there's always smth happen . Last time batipsim oso like tat. now tml havng confirmation day, yet this thing happen. i reali duno shld i let my mom read the letter or not. if let her read, im scare she will BREAK DOWN! scare tml she wont b goin to church. Think have to wait for my dad to reach home and ask him how. =( sob sob sob!! |
Eileen❤