- sweet diary -
Bed Time Story
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @ 11:57 PM sometimes i ask myself, why must i make myself so miserable to love someone so much and yet he just trit me like a dust. i just don't know why i'll love him so deep. Perhaps this is what we call "LOVE". I couldn't get to know what is he thinking and what he really wants. Its so hard for me to read his mind. I wanna shower him with all my love and care but ended up he might think that i'm too sensitive. This few days i dont know y i keep dream of "HIM". We nv contact for nearly 3 yrs not even chat in msn.. its totally lost contact. but y i will dream of him nowadays.? i nv think of him at all.. totally NO!! the dream was so reality. =( today, went to funiture mall with boiee's family as stephanie will be moving to the other room. She was looking for "WATER BED". 1 of the shop do sell water bed.. i try lying on the bed and its totally like you are floating in the water. so wobblly.. haha. i wonder how is she going to sleep on the bed as its so wobblly. when i lie on the bed, i start to feel so dizzy.. totally canot make it lorh.. lol.. after some discussion about the bed, stephanie decided to think about it first. Cos the bed + bed frame cost damn expensive. after tat we head to old airport rd that hawker to have our dinner. i ate a lot nowadays. i think i've gain weight man. =( nowadays keep raining and i cant go for swimming. wat a sad things. so tiring.. =( its time to slp. nites~ |
